The unnamed Feeling .

Hye Guys~
h0w u doing??
hmm...
d0nt kn0w what am gonna write here...
just feel like,,
wanna write something..

Hati tatkala ini terasa bagai mahu menukilkan sesuatu di laman maya~
jari dibiarkan berari dengan sendirinya, menari-nari di papan kekunci,
mencoretkan sesuatu, meluahkan isi hati yang terbuku jauh di sudut hati...

Hmphhh,,,
what am i thinking right n0w?
why on earth i'm bambling here without knowing what am gonna say??
all of a sudden my fingers start "berpuitis" at this such a creepy midnight...
really d0nt kn0w whats going on, on me??

this is really the unnamed feeling..
maybe i stress..
yeah! it could be s0..
maybe its because of the assignment that might burden me..

Hey!
There's n0thing easy in study..
Wake up Aya!
whats wr0ng with u?
why are u nonsense here?

Wake up!
Finish ur assignment...
u've done with this..
continue in finishing ur assignmnet..
and STUDY!

u havent study at all yet!
hey! u'll going to face Midterm!
Please Aya,, WAKE UP.

Just ignore b0ut anything else..
ignore bout what u feel right now..
u've n0 time to thinking bout this little thing..!

Just focus on ur study,
keep working finishing the Assignment.

Ganbatte Kudasai Aya Himitsu !
Akira men-dayo!
chaiyok2!!!!

my own home button ^^

my own home button ^^

manage ur time properly...

Its already near t0 4.a.m and i'm still awake.. why on earth Aya Himitsu doesnt sleep at night?
is it something wrong with me?
no. no. no....
nothing wrong with Aya Himitsu ...
there just 1 reasons why am i still awake...
Yeah! the only one reasons..
the reasons is.......
ASSIGNMENT.
its all about assignment...
Thnx God ( Alhamdulillah )
its mid sem now ~
^^
am so relieve...
s0 am free to finish up my assignment... badly, no time for fun... just spend my time this holiday 4 assignment... there's a lot of things to do now... have to stay up,, really need a help... someone help me... feel like am so burden... its okay,, anything that u feel s0 hard in study, u'll get return ... just wait 4 it.. what u've to do now is just be patient.. Ganbatte Aya!
u can do it! Akira men-dayo! Never Ever Givup!
now am focusing in video editing... 4 two whole night just making it...
just wanna finish it,, dont want to delay this c0z am still need to do somethong else.. wanna finish it earlier then i can focus on somehing else..
Actually we've lots of assignment 4 this sem break.. s0 really need to manage time properly.. finish this video editing then can make other assignment.. plus we've mid term after this break..!

ARGHHH!!! am still didnt c0ver any chapter yet ! 0h no!
whats wrong with me!!!
am suppossed to cover since this early sem.. since we start study, i should make revision,, but i delay it untill exam.. now critical time,, am stuck here... with assignment,, lots of assignment ,, need to cover all subject in one time.
Ya Allah berikanlah daku kekuatan dlm menghadapi segala dugaan ini .
Hope i can manage time properly, finish up all the assignment before the due date.. and have time to cover all subject before the mid term...
hope i can do well in mid term, finish the assignment with all my effort,, hope everything going well.....
Yeah. Hectic Pathethic Miserable life begins....
one things:
manage ur time properly... thats all.... then everything will going well,, smoothly.. insyaAllah. =)

i'm home ! =)

y0 ! y0 ! wassup2!!
hoho!
Aya Himitsu in da house !
yeah! its me!! again! i'm home !!!!
O yeah!
am home,, after 2 month xbalik langsung...
mse cuti skolah rmae je blk umah...
cuti skolah,, bkn cuti U...
s0 yg blk 2,, mg ponteng kls la...
cuti weekend 2 ary je pn,, mne nk blk 2 kn?
da nama pn blk, opkos la dk lame2 sket,,
yg lame2 tu la ponteng kls..
tape2,, am just wait untill mid sem..
O yeah! now mid sem!!
Yeay!!
boley blk umah!! ^^
suke,, hehehee =)
sape x ske balik umah sdri kn??
kt lappy siap ltk wallpaper i miss my family~
hahaaa
Alhamdulillah arrived home safetly kul8 lbey td...
thats all 4 now..
papehal nnti Aya update lagi.. =)
xoxo
chiao~

Pagi yg mem "Blurrrrrr' kan....

Ohaiyo Gozaimassu !!
Pagi yang indah dan permai.....
am s0 sleepy right n0w c0z am very tired ! >.<
Lab database sedang berlangsung krg but am d0ing nothing !
blurrrrr !
dunnowhat to do ??!
whats should i do?? madam suh bace lab then buat sdri....
pagi2 cenggini otak jem !
Blurr tata0 nk buad hape?? -_-"
okeh . done.
cari sesape suh ajarkan....
done nonsense........ ! enough here.
Pagi yang memblurrkan bersama nadhirah mazelah dan nur iffah umran.
done.

Tired . ( fullstop )

Anye0ng>>>>
to all my blod readers~|
Lets take five,,
d0esnt mean eat kit kat 4 take 5,,
but take 5, breath then say Alhamdulillah..
take 5, say Astaghfirullahal’Azim…..

Alhamdulillah c0z am still alive until now…..
Astaghfirullahal’Azam c0z I’ve made lots of d0sa….

Kadang2 kita terlupa untuk ucapkan Alhamdulillah atas segala nikmat yang dikurnia-Nya,,
manusia tidak sunyi dari berbuat dosa even maybe in uncounsious…..
sape boleh cakap hari nie dy xbuat dosa langsung?
kita bukan nabi yang bersifat ma’sum yakni tidak berbuat dosa…
kita hanyalah manusia biasa yang hidup sementara di atas dunia ney…..
manusia yang sering kali lupa alpa untuk mengucapkan Alhamdulillah atas segala nikmat-Nya.

am tired.
full stop.
actually that’s all I want to say….
but since am going to write in blog, which a social network that’s people used too write a long thing, not just a short things like a statement….
alang-alang da menaip ney, taip la pnjg sket…

Honestly,,
am really tired now,, a kind of exhausted maybe.
it’s a long day today…
am just arrived hostel on 8,, waiting 4 the bus on 7…
that’s normal here…
even though u’ve to wait a few hours, its worth to wait,,
bc0z u’ll get home safetly rather than use another way…

Besides,
am tired with lots of things to do…
am I going to have headache??
hope not….
tired.
that’s all…
am still not really well until now…
but just pretend to be okay infronts of others…
dont wanna make any0ne worried~
am fine. Thank you =)
da fake smile?
maybe.
sometime we need that.
yeah!
Definetly not in everything, depends on situations…
for others sake,, maybe its allow…
there’s no rules in smile,,
whether u want to smile in happiness,
smile in sadness,,
smile in tiredness,
or just smile when u speechless….

Urghhh!
what am I bubbling here??
am tired.
da start merapu tah pape…
tgh unstable ….
any0ne,,
if u read anything here that u think out ur mind,
don’t take it serius…
just ignore it….

okaihh!
enough here.
tah pape la…..
jd cmni sbb penat…
xtau nk taip ape dah….
chia0.

Syafakillah.

Bismillahirahmanirahim…
Alhamdulillah masih dikurniakan peluang untuk bernafas di bumi Allah ney..
amalan nk bwx ke akhirat mmg xcukup lg, so grab this chance to make as many as we can to make pahala untuk bekalan di alam sana nanti….
hohoho~
awal2 entry lagi truz msk slot tazkirah kn…
korg yg baceentry ney sihat x? sape yg sihat wal-afiat 2 say “Alhamdulillah”
syukur ke hadrat Ilahi kerana dikurniakan kesihatan…
Nikmat sihat dan Nikmat Kesihatan, 2 nikmat yg sering dilupakan oleh manusia..
Bila dah terdesak,, kesuntukan masa br sedar betapa besar nya nikmat masa lapang 2..
cm2 la jgk ngn nikmat sihat,, bila sakit br la sedar betapa besarnya nikmat sihat yang Allah kurniakan.

Actually am not really well these few days~
I’ve got fever lha~
asyik dpt ucapan & msj “syafakillah” since 2 days ago~
xtau erk? “syafakillah” ney perkataan dr bahasa arab buat org yg sakit..
senang cite, lbey kurang cm “get well soon” gitu la…
thnx buat korg yg amx berat kt Aya Himitsu ney… terharu! Sob3 :’)

Biase dmm kt umah mak jaga,, (oho~ anak mak ka? Mmg saia anak parents saia key) haha
last sem kne chicken pox, s0 demam truz blk umah… best je mak jaga… thnx mom! =)
sem ney dmm je, xkne chicken pox pn so xblk la… ( nk sgt ke kne chicken pox lg ?! Nauzubillah )
s0 stay je kt ostel… seb baik kengkawan sume prihatin…. Tenzzz sgt! >.< luv u ollss!!!

actually hr khamis da start rase nk selesema, bg pg sakit tekak, pedih je ase,, mmg nk demam la ney..
then start la pns,, skt kepale, xsedap badan…
Jumaat makin teruk… kt kuliah pn dk batuk2,, (spoil btl la aya ney,, org lain dk focus kt lecture, Aya dk batuk2… what kind of distraction lha~ tp da batuk nk wt cemani -_-“ )
hohoho~
satu kuliah boley dengar aya batuk bile dorg sume senyap… pesal la korg senyap sgt??! ~~”

then lps kuliah msk kls,, lm kls oke sket, seb baik xbatuk kuat sgt…
abz kls rase makin truk! Mmg nk ttp mate je ase,, org demam mmg ase nk tdo je~
tgh tggu bas 2 ase nk lelap kt c2 je, even tgh panas terik pn…
serious mmg xlarat tahap xhengat je.. buat2 kuat je.. xnk ssh kn sape2~
bas first xsmpat naik, mmg xlarat nk berebut, seb baik ade bas lg so naik bas second~
then blk 2 serius xley buat ape da,, truz td0~
barang pn tggl tepi katil je, xlarat da nk bukak loker~

condition makin teruk kot!
mmg xley bgn da~
2 la~ kwn ajak p HEP jmpe Dc xnk~
em,em,em,,
actually Aya Himitsu ney xske mkn ubat…. Heeee
xske bergantung kt ubat~
lau boley sembuh sdri lg bgs…
ingt kn xteruk so xmkn ubat pn la.. hehe
hr Jumaat 2 mmg teruk sgt rase,, lgsg xmkn even minum pape~
hr sbtu pn still xbertenaga,, gagahkan diri bgn..
then mkn panadol…
sume rase sakit,, sakit kepala, sakit pinggang, sakit blakang,, sume la~
apsal la xblk~
sakit cenggini pt0t blk~
mommy! Miss home, miss u!! hukhukhuk (anak manja? Oho~ no.no.just need mom’s love. huhuu)

Alhamdulillah, am better now..
even batuk seems like makin teruk~
demam makin oke, batuk plak getting worst -_-
mase sakit ney la br sedar betapa besarnya nikmat sihat!
Alhamdulillah Aya sihat,, even demam pn, at least sihat jgk nk dibandingkan
ngn pesakit2 kronik kt spital 2 kn~
Alhamdulillah.. terima kasih ya Allah kerana mengurniakan kesihatan buatku dan keluargaku,
juga buat teman-temanku.. moga kami sentiasa dalam keredaan-Mu… aAmeen..

Even xblk pn,, kwn2 sume take care,,
thanks sgt kt sume…
even kte br knl,, xsmpai sta0n pn lg,, tp korg sgt caring…
thnx sgt!!!!
I really appreciate it…
buat yg siap dtg melawat 2 thnx…
yg msj pn…
thnx.
 myb sbb doa korg jgk kot aya makin sihat ney…
Jazakallah.. =)